Yup 2 weeks of recovery down the drain. I stabbed myself with a **** today. I was thinking about cutting, but then turned to the computer for distraction and only ened up being more triggered, resaulting in said [edit] attack. I'm not bleeding, but... read full story

It's been 2 weeks to the day since the last time I cut. :rolleyes: I guess I am happy about it, and I'm even happier that on TWLOHA day I will be able to write love on my arms on actually show it off. I feel so weird though. Numb. But I feel ok,... read full story

I feel like a complete failure. For the past week or so I've been doing so well with eating only [edit] calories (or less) a day. And today I ate AT LEAST [edit], if not more. I can't believe I've let myself get this out of shape. How did this... read full story